GTS – Page 159 – Kidd Commander!

GTS – Page 159

by Aria on October 12, 2022 at 9:16 PM

everything in the world is my fault

Transcript:

Toulouse:
You were also nervous about your false teeth, you said the ones in the back are uglier and it “felt like you’d tricked me.”
You apologized again.
I know you liked Mercy’s Mysteries better before it got a real budget because they used more practical effects.

Ulrich:
(. . .)

Toulouse:
Your favorite episode is the one about the gardener.
You spoke Deutch before you learned not to trust people. It feels k-kinder.
You use it for things you love because English is where you learned to conduct business.
Sternchen. Mausebar.
Angsthase.
I know why Noon’s got a lighthouse. About your parents.
I know about your mother and the sea. Siegfried. Salem.
Bel.

Bel:
Ah,
What a mess you’ve made, you sentimental thing.

Ulrich:
S-stop, please don’t

Toulouse:
Nah nah see I know the rules,
I know you think he’s always listening, enough you don’t even say his name, why you’re afraid all the time.
Because you told me!

Bel:
We might get further here if we just agree.

Toulouse:
Everything to put on this list that should convince you and it never works!

Toulouse:
I am not some agent sent to find you, this ain’t a trick!
That doesn’t make sense!
I care about you and you let me, before.
Is that so hard to believe? Harder than actual time travel??

Bel:
. . . Ulrich?

Toulouse:
I know the answer to that too.
None of it matters.
I know everything and it doesn’t do anybody a damn bit of good.

D

Interesting how the voices fall silent. Save the one not marked Ulrich in the transcript. I have/had some thoughts, but now I’m reconsidering.

And wow, the desperation in this page is so real from all angles.

I hope they remember to breathe and to let the other do so too.

Breakdowns setting each other off can be hard to my limited knowledge.
- Aria
  
  yeeeah neither of them are really in a good place to be having this discussion with each other right now but HERE WE ARE I GUESS
Demon

You weave a mystery so well. I am honestly puzzled and intrigued.
Apple Barrel

Welp, here come all the hard feels.
Rowan Quill

godDammit Aria, do you draw about the gods from an autobiographical view point?? Toulouse is pixels on my screen and there is still so much pain in his eyes. no wonder he struggles to speak most of the time; he’s carrying the weight of all of their timelines, their assumed deaths?- constantly on the verge of a complete sobbing breakdown. i know i commented on him a while back but this is it. im attached.
- Aria
  
  Hey thanks so much! It always means so much when people connect with the characters, I’m happy he’s made an impression hehe
Chromoid

Ah yes. Chronic, flaming paranoia.

One of the most devastatingly effective defense mechanisms ever devised by the human mind. :,)
- Plato
  
  I suspect that it’s the Cassandra “syndrome”, caused by Toulouse’s memory of the future. (unless you’re talking about Ulrich)
Elkian

I think Toulouse needs to get out of this place, too.

I mean, everyone. But him especially.