why bother

 

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Thanks so much for y’alls’ patience, dealing with the dead man’s estate has been a fucking nightmare but I’m trying very hard to keep updating. Pretty much constantly furious these days that he managed to fuck me over one last time, during a scene I’ve been looking forward to for actual years no less, but it tracks for this family I suppose. I promise we’re gonna get where we’re going sit tight

Transcript:

 

Ulrich:
Ahem –
You must. Be quite the sweet talker.

Toulouse:
I listened. Mostly. I counsel people all the time it’s my job.
I didn’t know it would,
I – I didn’t mean to. Do this.
But at some point you stonewalled me. All these little feelings are, recursive, they only get stronger.
I don’t think you need to- we don’t have to be, anything. But the sequence has gotten too short,you only have time to feel something and get paranoid.
We argue, we fail to save someone, it starts over.

Ulrich:
If – why are you just telling me this?

Toulouse:
You’re taking it so well. This conversation definitely would have gone better EARLIER in the one day we have.

Ulrich:
Why even DO this with me if you know I’m – like this?
If you know me so well why do you keep expecting me to be better??
I am a waste of your time.
What about –

Toulouse:
Phineas? Who comes out swinging as soon as she hits the ground?
And I’ve never even come close to changing anyone’s minds about Agatha, not really.
It’s all I can do to keep either of them from ending things on their own.
There has to be something about y’all I’ve missed, I just can’t get close enough anymore to learn what it is.
This timeline was doomed as soon as Phineas attacked Davis at the church. I’m sorry. I’m try-trying.
Thank you for coming. This might still be useful.

Ulrich:
What –
What are you doing?
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